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As he was throwing up jegermeister, my bestfriend said.. "The only reason I drank so much tonight was to make sure you had a good time"...
Thanks man...I was in a bad mood and it means the world to me you wanted to make sure I enjoyed myself...
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Hey everyone!
It's September 16th (4 hours after my bday), and I just wanted to say I had a good time! Thank you to everyone who called, or text messaged, or emailed. Every message meant alot.
Tonight, my friend Michael and his girlfriend Kalie, Chris Biancotti, Scott Jones, Geoff Newell and Piero came to celebrate with me at the bowling alley along with a ton of beer. I got WASTED! Thank you guys for partying with me ;)
Anyway, here I am at 4:48 in the morning realizing all the great people I have in my life.
I just wanted to say thank you and go to bed.
Goodnight Everyone!
BillCurrent Mood:  happy Current Music: Jeff Buckley - Hallelujah |
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i think im going to be single the rest of my life....its pretty sad...i dont understand why i push everyone away?Current Mood:  lonely Current Music: The postal service - District sleeps alone tonighy |
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Smashing random objects (i.e. bad notebook hard drives) with a hammer to see whats inside is no longer a good idea. Heed my WARNING people...at first you may say..."Self, this sounds like a good idea. It could be fun, educational, and will relieve some built up agression." but NO!! Do not listen to that voice in your head! That voice is EVIL. Evil i tell you.
You have been warned!Current Mood:  annoyed Current Music: The Postal Service - The District Sleeps Tonight |
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Feb. 28th, 2005 @ 11:54 pm
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Sound of water outside
lying in my bed thinking
wondering where im going
thinking of where ive come from
life is amazing when you think
everything happens for a reason
even the bad brings good
the smile returns
as the journey goes on
the bad memories fade
the good ones become stronger
you become who you are
when all is dark and grim
look up and say thank you
for the lord above knows
youll be happy in the end
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I used to think that I knew
My way around this town
But I'm always getting lost
Since you're not around
I never thought that I would say this
But I miss my mom
Even though for all those years
We didn't get along
And when I stop to think about it
I guess we were the same
Too stubborn to apologize
Too filled up on rage
I wish she felt young again
When everything was new
When her father held her hand
And said, "There's nothing you can't do"
And then I woke up to a phone call
Right On Christmas day
It said, "Your grandmother is dying
In a painful way
Her lungs are filling up with fluid
Even as we speak
The doctor said that if she's lucky
She'll make it 'til next week"
I had one last chance to see her
Right before I moved
But I didn't end up going
I used some lame excuse
I hope that shes not scared
Lying there alone
I hope she hears her husbands voice
Telling her she's coming home
It's just Sleepy California
But I just hope they know
It's just Sleepy California
How much I really care
It's just Sleepy California
How I want the best for them
It's just Sleepy California
Even though I'm hardly there
- Sleepy California by Her Space Holiday
Thanks for this one sam...i listen to it over and over...
Feb. 9th, 2005 @ 11:57 pm
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so there i was just minding my own business when this girl walks in. I hear chris say "oh, Hi *censored*!". Instantly I froze up. Didn't know what to say, should I attempt to be funny? Serious? Nice? Mean? Sexified? BAH! So i walked out of the office and saw her sitting there. Like a DOUCHE bag, all I could utter was, "Hello *censored*, nice to meet you", followed by an about face...and a march back into my office. LOL!
So anyway, that was the story of how I met *censored*. (She's a friend to my friends girlfriend). And since then we've had some time to chill and get to know each other. I can honestly say, she puts a smile on my face! I even quit smoking because she threw eye daggers at me! (yeah, it's going on 5 days now, I think the worst is over). Yeah, so that's the story of *censored* and I. The sad part is she had to go back to school like 400,000 miles away, but we talk on IM a lot and hopefully soon i'll get some time off to fly out and visit.
--> Tomorrow I start working out at the Gym! Yes, Bill Patterson, working out...crazy shit huh? We'll see how it goes, but everyone wish me luck. The last time I ran was the last time I forgot to hit the "Any Key" while booting from a CD...
GoodNight All...*names have been changed to protect the innocent*
Jan. 9th, 2005 @ 12:42 am
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So chris and I went to the casino tonight. Good times. It was funny watching chris's face as he put dollar after dollar into the roulette table. He didn't do to bad. Casino's are sometimes worth the cash just for the experience of being around a million people hoping to win the jackpot. After that we went to Fridays as usual. That's the "failsafe" spot. When there's nothing else to do, everyone knows our name there. Sometimes we even get a PHAT discount. Not tonight though, damn them....
not much else to say. Kind of a boring entry, because I'm in kind of a boring mood. Same old same old going on in life, trying to accomplish that impossible task of being happy. Let me know if anyone else gets there, i'll be your best friend if you give me the secret! ;) anyway, have a great night friends. Thanks for reading in on the exciting life of William M. Patterson. Sleep well...
Dec. 11th, 2004 @ 01:39 am
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So, the second after I purchased my plane tickets I got a horrible feeling in my stomache that I had infact fucked up. The more I tried to ignore the feeling as my fear of flying, the more it wouldn't go away. It was almost like a dark cloud following me around saying "dont go, something horrible is going to happen". Now this could either be a fear of death (im a pussy when it comes to flying) or that I may get myself involved in something I shouldn't back in indiana.
I see myself as a new person since I left Valpo. No drugs, Drinking has slowed quite a bit, and my self confidence has risen to a higher level. Possibly I was scared of "reverting" ? I dunno...but since cancelling I feel more relaxed, and myself again.
I'm sorry i wont get to see you all this christmas, but I'm sure I'll find my way back sometime soon.
Nov. 28th, 2004 @ 07:01 pm
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While I'm thinking about it, I could use a ride from the airport home at 11pm on the 21st. If you're willing and able please let me know...
thanks pimpin's
Nov. 26th, 2004 @ 11:34 pm
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